INTRO: Hello Mamiya Mansion, This is my first nofap. 42 minutes have passed. Here's to forever. Religious reasons, and spiritual/personal reasons too. I don't wanna jerk off anymore. I more or less am taking this step because I find that during times when I must lose all these urges, e.g. Ramadan, I find the nostalgia I always look for. I find the solace, and happiness. I may write, play Touhou, maybe some other games... or watch anime or something. Maybe not right now actually due to fanservice... Anyways, see you! Day 1: Hey there, Mamiya Mansion... it's day 1. Doing good still. I went to a psychiatrist today, and will be in a Krankenhaus for a bit. I'll still have Internet and all, just will be there. Don't worry about me. I'm not violent, at least anymore, and I can check out. So, yeah. I told them about my experiences, and they want me to be in the hospital for a couple weeks, perhaps. I hope to write in there still as I'm carrying my computer with me. Feel free to ask me any questions about it on my Twitter, @Blauheim68k. But I'll answer some here. Q: Why are you in here? Recommendation by my parents and a psychiatrist. Q: Will you be fine? Yes. I have a computer and phone in case anything goes off. Q: Will you take me with you? I'm a girl and I want you to fuck my brains out Blauheim-kun. Please fucking do it. I can't stop waiting. Thank you, but sadly I can't. That's it for now! VGM of the day: Jeroen Tel is an awesome musician. He still does stuff, if I recall, under the name WAVE.